Hello my love!
How do you? How are your days? I hope you are doing well?
My dear, my days go awfully, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to ask for help from.
I can’t write you letters often. because I do not have the Internet, I am writing to you from my colleague from work right now. Since I was kicked out of my hotel because I can not pay for hotel accommodation. I wandered down the street in the rain, I did not know what to do, I stood still for an hour near the building of my work because I had no place to go, but suddenly a woman came out with whom I worked for several days from the time I arrived in St. Petersburg She met me from the airport and she introduced me to my work. I did not think that she would be so kind to me. But she said that I could stay overnight with her and take a shower, she gave me tea. Unfortunately, she is also not a rich person, she lives very poorly with 2 children, she is a single mother, she does not have a husband. She spends all her money to pay her bills and feed her children, so when I asked her to help me buy a ticket, she said that she didn’t have that kind of money and that she couldn’t help me.
I was very hurt at heart, but I am grateful to her for sheltering me, since if it hadn’t for her, then I would have wandered along the street and didn’t know what to do.
My dear , forgive me for complaining to you, but I am very ill and need to talk out, as I am now in a deep depression and I have no one to talk to here in a foreign country except you. Therefore, I ask you to forgive me for my whims. I ask you, hand on heart, help me get home. I promise you that I will return you everything to the last cent, as soon as I get home.
I ask you to understand that I have no one but you. You are the only native person in my life, since I have no one but you, unfortunately all my relatives died, unfortunately now there are no my parents who I could ask for help and I'm sure that they would do everything to get me out of this terrible country. But now I have you !!!! And I really hope that you will not leave me in trouble. Since I can not stand such a betrayal, it will be a very painful blow to the heart. Since I trust you my heart and my soul, I really hope that you will never betray me and you will not hurt me.
I know that our meeting with you is destined, since I do not believe that we accidentally met with you in this world where there are several billion people. Of all the people in the world, fate brought us together. And we must appreciate it !!!!
My dear, I will hope that you will not leave me in trouble and will do everything to help me. And very soon we will be with you and we will be able to enjoy our hugs and kisses. I can imagine how we are walking with you holding hands tightly and walking in the park. We are discussing our meeting with you. It’s so sweet and wonderful that it’s getting warmer on my heart, I just want to kiss you and touch you now, I even close my eyes for a second to imagine that you are next to me. But it’s hard for me to imagine it when you are far from me. But I hope that very soon we will finally be able to touch each other and enjoy our love.
Yours forever, your bride, Diana.