by Ruffled Feathers » Sun Jun 10, 2012 6:58 am
Hi Nottheone,
What you are feeling is very normal, you have been through the worst, now that you have posted there is a certain let-down where you suspect your feelings still are not quite right and/or the scammer might find you again. This is all part of the recovery and healing. You are not alone in this, and don't ever allow yourself to feel alone. Everyone on this site is here to help you through this and all the wild feelings that make your mind/head wonder just what hit you.
Your feelings right now are perfectly normal, and you must allow yourself to go through these feelings in order to finish the healing process. It takes time, but I promise you, you will be OK in the end. This is something that you don't get over quickly, it does take time and you have to give yourself time, and one day you will wake up and wonder where all the feelings have gone and you will feel a new normal and be healthy, strong and much wiser than you were a few weeks ago.
I am happy to see you are healing so well, even if you don't quite recognize it yet.
Keep up the good work, RF
A scammer is only as good as the fear he creates.