The first few days are the hardest, but you will recover from it. Reading these links and listening to a few of our podcast interviews with other victims of scams will help. Most important thing is following all of the advice, and
no matter what happens, do not talk to the scammer should he somehow find you later after you have deactivated or closed your accounts. You need to keep your focus on the future, and moving forward, and leave him behind.
The post-scam stage - waking up to reality viewtopic.php?f=11&t=37058
"The Scam Survivors' Handbook" http://scamsurvivors.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=10&t=31recovery and reassurance http://scamsurvivors.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=4509Survivors talk about their scam and how they are dealing with the aftermath.
http://scamsurvivors.com/podcasts