From: Nickolas Fredericks
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Subject: xx
Date: 28 July 2018
You’re all I want and all I need. How I wish that I could spend my whole life under
the skies watching the stars with you? You’re my first thought of the day and the
last before I doze off to sleep. No amount of distance or differences in opinion can
break our bond. We’re like the best of friends and the deepest of lovers. You are on
my mind every second, every minute, every hour, every day and every single time I
blink. You fill all the space in my mind and heart. The moment I am with you, would
be a dream come true. You mean so much to me. You filled my life with music, color
and laughter. I can’t imagine a life without you or a life after you. You fill my
head with thoughts of you. You reside in my heart and you fill my every being with
just your existence. You have trusted me like a mother does to her new born child.
You’re the most beautiful girl in the world. And this ain’t that 2 week “I'm in
love” bullshit". It’s the actual feeling. And it’s f***ing amazing. I want to be the
reason you look at your phone and smile. I love the way you make me happy, and the
ways you show your care. I want you to know how much I appreciate all of the things
you do for me. You make me feel needed, wanted, and cared about. You are absolutely
amazing. The most amazing person I have met in years. You always make sure I'm
smiling, laughing, and having a good time. You have the most caring heart. With all
the tears and trouble we’ve been through its worth it because I got to share my
heart with you! You’ve opened my eyes to love and true happiness, which I thought
had finally deserted me! xx
From: Nickolas Fredericks
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Subject: I LOVE YOU
Date: 29 July 2018
You are my heart beat. You are the kind of woman, any man would take as his wife in
any lifetime. It's not where we've been but where we are about to go. We've had our
misfortunes when it comes to love, in the past. Today and tomorrow is ours! We are a
team and will overcome any difficulties together. Unison triumphs division. Let us
hold on and not break a bind that no glue will ever be as strong as. I adore you for
who you are not what you have done for me. Your personality is loving and I am so
glad you chose me. Isn't it beautiful when a cocoon turns into a butterfly? That's
how you letting me into your world as been. Speaking of butterflies, your thoughts
make my stomach act like they are filled with them. I keep you in my heart, in the
coziest corner, because you are my heart beat and smothering you with love is my
duty. The little heart that stays radiant when I remember your multitude of loving
qualities, your smile and that mellifluous voice.
With you by my side, I have no fear whatsoever, not even about the future. You won't
be behind me in my successes and happiness. You will be shoulder to shoulder with
me. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. A new chapter will begin for
"us" one day soon. I know that “the rest of our lives” is not what is to come, but
what has already been. I believe our path from now on, will be lit by sunlight’s joy
and the most romantic night sky the moon can beam.
I miss you every second and this I can't explain. It is a painful consequence of
love and harder to describe than love itself. xx