Sun Aug 25, 2019 12:26 am
Hi, my ocean of love .
I start to be convinced in ideas, that all our dreams, soon will a reality,
and it does my smile from an ear up to an ear.
Every day I think about you and about our love. Our love resembles me a
little beautiful flower, which is entrenching through dry ground and is
stretching to the sun. Our love is watered by a rain of kindness, tenderness
and trust. Every day our flower is becoming stronger and harder. Our love
takes force from our letters. This is a thin thread which has connected us.
I am very glad that we build our small world of love together. Our world of
love will be strong, because we build it from Devotion, Probity, Respects and
Trust. Love - this is world for two persons, to which any stranger can't come in,
otherwise everything will be ruined. And then it will be impossible to collect
rebuilt the splinters of the love. In Russia people say that Love is a great
force. Love can overcome all the barriers and distances. Two loving hearts are
streatching to each other like two magnets. Our hearts are tired from loneliness,
that's why they must be together and beat like one heart. Our hearts are like
two great oceans. They are vast and very deep yet calm an peaceful on the surface.
Our feeling run very deep and they are very strong. Sometimes we get afraid
we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet
in a powerfull wave that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will
be one vast beautiful ocean, beauitful, powerful and forever...(one heart, one ocean).
I ask to forgive me if may be I haven't answer some your questions.
When I get your letter I am so happy that i am forgetting about everything.
We have a life time to get to know each other better. That is part of the joy in
a relationship. The pleasure of exploring and understanding the other. I have
a million things I wish to tell you, but every time I want to place them in
words, my mind drifts to thoughts of you and the letters and I forget what I
was going to say...(smiles).
I write you not with the mind but with the heart.
At this moment my mind is situated with you.
At this moment I am under your hipnosses.
My thoughts are only about you and soon we will be together.
Forgive me, this letter is short. In me it is so much feelings with which I would
like will share with you, but I should concede a computer for work.
Nearly has not overlooked. I should tell to you something important.
- you the thief. You have stolen my heart and reason. (Smile)
You should be punished - ETERNAL MY LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!!!!
Tue Aug 27, 2019 12:33 am
Hi my love !
My mood is very good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person.
From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most
important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important
for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion
of other person. I studied psychology in institute, and the main mistake
Married couples is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want
to recede from The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because
of Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more
convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to
find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is
better (smile). I am right?
Still I very much appreciate a true friendship. When I shall come you
should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you
and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the
man's company, without women. But not all time (smile).
Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's conversations.
I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the
moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I went to bed
I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my body.
I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good.
I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these
words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster
now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and
more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our
meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still
waiting for you letters!!!
I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love of Elena and is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With all my love,
Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you.
Wed Aug 28, 2019 11:30 pm
Hi my unforgettable love .
I miss you so much that my patience is on a limit! I'm dreaming of our meeting
when sleep! Yesterday I had so wonderful dream as you and I walking at the field
full of blossoming camomiles! We pick them together and made the great a bouquet
of them. I'm so happy to find you my only love!!! I found that all my thoughts
are of you and no more else. I have a nice mood when recalling your in my
mind. The mere thought of you sends such a warm feeling through my body, soul and
heart and the thought of meetings with you is so fantastic. I have always dreamed
of finding someone really special who would come into my life and love me wholly
and uniquely, someone who understands me, someone to share my thoughts and dreams.
I have finally found that person. I love you for loving me just the way I dreamed
it would be. You are a wild flower and I want to smell it, nurture it, take
care of it and watch it grow. I hope the words I say so gently find their way to
your heart, because your words have touched mine forever. You have made my heart
skip a beat once again. It is so overwhelming the effect of your presence on my soul.
I am constantly bombarded with such forceful emotions for you. You are like no other.
Your heart is connected to mine and no one can change that. I love that feeling you
give me, but it scares me at the same time the power you have even though we have
not met in person yet. I might implode when we finally meet. I might erupt like a
violent volcano or melt like butter on a hot skillet. I am afraid I will not meet
your expectations of me. I am after all just an rural girl. I'll tell you though,
I didn't think it possible for me to want you more than I already did, but after
your last letter I thought wrongly. You write of mutual respect, kindness,
tenderness, trust, love. How can I have these feelings of love for someone
I haven't met? I do. How do you love me without setting eyes on me? Without kissing
me (I might kiss like a mackeral)(smile) I don't have practice for a long time.
I need alot of practice. Can you help me? I want to know the scent of your hair,
your body. I want to touch you and be touched by you. I want to see you first thing
in the morning and as I close my eyes for sleep.I can't wait for the time of our
meeting in reality. that's will be the most wonderful and happiest moment of my
life at this world!!! I can notice at me to be always in good mood when thinking of
you even if something wrong around. My soul singing the song of love in expectation
of our meeting. I'm dreaming it so: as I running down the a gangway and begin
kissing you as insatiable. The first our night will the most romantic night in my
short life!!! We'll walk and speak as much as we can. We'll kiss as yongest lovers
under the calm shining of Moon. The stars will shine only for us!!!! They will
smile looking as two people can't find a word to describe such a great feeling
arisen between us! You know I'm crying sometimes with tears of love in to my a
pillow by nights!!! Is it a love as great Shakespire describe?!!!I believe in
this love and do you my love? I think you know about it. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
I give you many kisses for good day for you. I want to see your email as soon as
it is possible.
Forever loving you Elena!
Fri Aug 30, 2019 8:29 pm
Hi My Dearest Love !
Soon we will be together and it will be wonderful. If we fated to become
single whole, I believe that it will be.
Today I have received the conclusion of medical survey. I am completely healthy.
Now for reception of the visa, remained formal international details which
will occupy still some time. As soon as something will be known still, I shall
inform you at once. Do you are glad to news? I think what yes.
Your love gives me force and bravery. You always in my consciousness.
Your love is the air that breathes life in my body. It is the sunshine in my
soul. The rain that creates rivers of emotion, that flows within me from head
to toe. Your love is the warm hand that lifts me out of myself and into a
world unknown till now. Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our
dream together. A new beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All
things we thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have
found the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided
us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now one. We will be as innocent
children, needing to taste, touch, and smell all these new things. And as
adolescents, we shall taste the fruits of the flesh as if for the first time,
like Adam and Eve once felt in the Garden of Eden. It will be a paradise we have
never known before. With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our passions
will grow. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies will cause
sweat to flow. And when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul.
In the darkness, calm and still, we will hold each other tight, and our hearts
will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that we have finally found each
other, and our love will forever grow, in pleasure or grief, in health or illness
I always shall be near to you.
I love you so much . You are My One and Only True Love. Many hugs and kisses.
Live for LOVE! When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion
and for all eternity!
Fri Aug 30, 2019 8:37 pm
Hi my love !
How are you today? I today have received more free time on work.
I send you one more letter today
I'm fine and dream a lot of our meeting.
When my dreams comes true? I don't know but I hope it will
be soon, do you know how beautiful when dreams come true,
did you have it already? I think that if the human want
something and do all for it, it will achieve the purpose
beacuse if do nothing, nothing will be. I very happy because
I found you in my life, I'll do all for our meeting, I want
it all my heart. Did you ever think about connection of souls?
I don't know but I feel that we approach each other very much.
I love you please write me soon, I'll wait for your email.
I have written to you a verse.
like heaven's stars,
Lips so full
I need to know -
when will be he mine
for all of time?
His name is
He is my Prince
I shall take him to the ball
to dance in front of all.
Midnight will come
though he will not run.
He will be mine
to the end of time.
I've prayed so long
for one as this.
With him beside me
we will have bliss.
Tue Sep 03, 2019 10:41 pm
Hi my prince from a fairy tale! Hi my king from a real life!
Hi my !
I now always cheerful because I think of you. The thought about you warm me.
Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our dream together. A new beginning, a
new world, with limitless possibilities. All things we thought were valuable are
meaningless now. For in our love, we have found the treasures of the heart and soul.
Our ways and means that had guided us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now
one. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies will cause sweat to flow. And
when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul. In the darkness, calm and
still, we will hold each other tight, and our hearts will beat as one. It is then we
will truly know, that we have finally found each other, and our love will forever grow.
I should tell to you what happened today at night. Today there was an
awful night. At night when I already slept, I have heard some squeak.
Someone tried to open my door. I have heard that someone tries to open the
lock in my door. I very much was frightened. I did not know what to do. I
have risen, but could not pronounce any word. I very much was frightened
and afraid to approach to a door. Legs did not obey me. Me as though has
paralysed. Then this sound has disappeared, but the one who was behind a
door apparently began to try to break a door. The tree crackled and
crunched. I have begun to cry and did not know what to do. I always
counted myself courageous, but during that moment I have become puzzled.
The door already has almost opened, because the door-jamb has already
broken. But then suddenly all has stopped. Probably he was frightened off
by someone. I sat on a bed and have been very much frightened. I have
included light. I knew that if someone will want to penetrate into my
apartment, I cannot call somebody to the aid at all
A door in my apartment not strong.
It is enough to open a door. Plunder in masks. It do the young guys, which 16 - 18
years old. A bulk from them - addicts. They at all do not choose is it rich
apartment or not. Take away everything, that it is possible to
sell. Even old things. They have special metal mounts which insert between
a door and a jamb and break a door. By radio constantly warn, that people
did not open a door not to familiar people.
I very much was frightened. My heart beat with mad speed. You do not
represent, as it is terrible to live, when anybody beside is not present
and nobody can protect. I have felt completely defenceless. I thought of
you. Thought, that you now there, far, and at all do not know, how to me
it is terrible now. I lain in a bed with included light and thought of
you. I could not fall asleep more this night. It was bad night.
But now everything is all right.
I shall finish my letter. I need you and I dream to be with you .
I send you all my tenderness and love.
Kiss you 1000 times.
Fri Sep 06, 2019 11:54 pm
Hi, my Love.
I even do not know what to tell first. I simply hope that you will be happy!
The most important, finest news - I did it! I got the visa! I am very happy!!!!
I as well have found out that I will get vacation September, 10
I have been to the company that reserves airway tickets. I asked them how
I can reach Chicago and how much it costs. They have offered to me the
roundtrip ticket that costs $ 1429 USD. I asked them to find cheapest ticket,
because this price is expensive for me. They have answered that they have
a cheaper roundtrip ticket and the beginning of the flight September, 13..
It costs $ 998 USD. It was the best variant for me. I asked them to reserve a ticket.
But they refused, because they can't reserve the ticket without advance payment.
I must pay full cost. I have asked if I can pay a part of money now, and the
other part later. They have told that it is possible, but I will be limited by term.
And if I will not pay the full cost of the ticket within of this term, I will lose already
nested money. I have agreed because it is the only chance for me, because
I must give to anti-emigration committee a data about my payment. By this moment
I had only the concrete sum of money which I had after all my expenses.
I paid $ 500 USD. But it was not enough for them.
I pawned mine earrings and gold rings and I got $ 114 USD.
That is all I could do. The number of the flight on which I will get the ticket
10:40am to 12:35pm 1h 55m
Moscow to Helsinki
Sheremetyevo (SVO) to Vantaa (HEL)
Finnair 6840 operated by Aeroflot-Russian Airlines
1h 20m stop Helsinki (HEL)
1:55pm to 3:20pm 9h 25m
Helsinki to Chicago
Vantaa (HEL) to O'Hare Intl. (ORD)
Economy / Coach (N)
I know that probably I simply must tell that I can't come to you because
I haven't the remaining sum. I know that I promised to do all by self, and
I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you. But after I did everything I did,
I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I have passed through so
many difficulties, and I have overcome the most difficult. But all the
same I have disgusting feeling that I could not fulfill the promise. I am
always ready to do all what is possible,- to fulfill my promises, but at
the same time I understand that any person could get in such a situation.
To get the visa I have spent much more money than I expected. But people
were ready to help me only if I will pay them. I paid more than 500
dollars to get all documents, I paid in municipal committee, in the
ministry. Even officers in army garrison have compelled me to pay for
their help. I did not expect all this, but up to the last moment I was
sure that I still can make everything. I expected that I can get a
vacation payment. We get a vacation payment after ending of a vacation.
I asked to give me this money now because I need this money urgently. But,
at the last moment I have got the answer that I can get this money urgently
only in case of serious illness or for example in case of death of the
relative. I feel so guilty. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting.
But I must pay remaining sum. It is $ 384 USD. And I must pay money
before September 09 evening. Otherwise I will lose my nested money
and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask
you, and I am very ashamed to do it. And maybe I really simply had to tell
you that I can't meet with you because I could not provide my travel
completely. But I cannot simply refuse our meeting because then all my
diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand that
for you it is too big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And
500 dollars which I have spent to get the visa, and $ 614 that I have
given for the ticket are huge money for me. But I want you to know that I
have given everything not for the sake of myself, but for the sake of us,
for the sake of you and me. And I was happy all this time. If you want to
meet me, to help me to make our meeting, please, send money to the help
before September 09, evening. I want you to be confident in my sincerity, that is
why I send you the scanner of my visa. I want you to see the result of my efforts.
I address to you only because I need it right now, because the
anti- emigration committee waits for me with all documents and
I am obliged to come to committee according to appointed term.
I do not know if you can to help me. But I have no other exit. I need you.
If you can help me I will tell you what I have found out.
You can help me with the help of remittance system ww w.sendvalu.com.
So I have addressed to the nearest office ww w.sendvalu.com. I have been told
that this system works always and reliably. Do you heard about the
this system? You can send your help to any ww w.sendvalu.com in Russia.
All you need from me is country and my full name. My country is Russia.
My full name is Elena (my name) Shashmurina (my surname).
The nearest city where I can receive your help it Samara.
In ww w.sendvalu.comI have been told, that to get the money, I must tell to employee
your full name, exact sent sum and the confidential number –
Reference Number. You will get this number in your ww w.sendvalu.com
if you will send your help. Only with presence of all this information I can get your help.
You can assist also through bank. To send the help on the account. I have the bank account.
If it will arrange you. I shall send you the information of the bank account.
I do not know what answer I will get from you. I very much am afraid that you
will not help me. But I want to tell, that I really need you, and I simply can't endure
the thought that I did almost everything, but I will not meet you. I understand that
it is big money. I have given all my forces, but together we are stronger. I really
ask you to help me. I will give you back all your money at the earliest opportunity.
Sat Sep 07, 2019 11:28 pm
Hi my LOVE !
When I waited your letter, I was so tense. I am very grateful to you!
I really was afraid to ask the help because people in Russia do not like
to help each other. Now in my life there are you and I feel itself as behind
a stone wall. I am afraid of nothing. Now I know that we will be together and
I can thank you not by words but my feelings. I can prove to you that you are
worthy of most best in this life and if I can give you the best, I will make it. And
deal is not that you have decided to help me. The reason of my happiness and
pleasure that you understand me. But deal not in it. I ask you the help, that is really!
Your words have convinced me that now I meet you and I will be happy as never
before. You have offered your help and it is very big money. You a true man and
I am very grateful to you. I ask you only what I really need. But I want necessary for
me. Your words gave calmness to my heart. My dear, I want you to know, that
I would be grateful to you in any case. I am grateful to you already now.
Any your help - the big support for me. I will be grateful to you for
any help. I did not want to cause you inconvenience. Please forgive me
once again. The word of honor if I could do without your help, I would not
began to ask you about the help. You a last person to whom I has addressed
for the help, but not the first. I think I nevertheless should explain why I have
addressed to you. I want you to understand that I really did all what I could.
I expected that I can convince my boss to give me vacation payment now.
If I could receive this money now, I would pay my travel completely. But I was
refused. But I want you to understand that I did not want to ask you. I really tried to make
everything what in my forces. But I did not expect all these unforeseen
circumstances. But now I have you, you my hope and a support and I think
that if I ask you the help, it not a sin. I really want to be with you. I
understand that I should make all itself. But I could not and I leave my
destiny in your hands. I need you and I wait your answer, your love and
your help. Once again forgive me. I so want to thank you. I'm so happy
that I will see you. Simply know, that I am sincerely grateful to you and
I will prove to you it when I will arrive to you. And of course I will
give you back all your money as soon as I will get my vacation money!
But now I have given all what I could, and all what I have now are my Feelings,
the sincerity of which I think I has proved; and Hope that you will not throw
me now when the most difficult is behind. I so want to thank you. I'm so
happy that I will see you. Now I am sure in it on 1000 %. And it so calms
me. Together we are much stronger, and to go thru obstacles together is
much easier. I really haven't anybody more except of you.
Individual Bank Account Number:....... 4081784095118401XXXX
Name of Bank:....... PJSC VTB BANK, MOSCOW, Russia
Location address:......... st. Vorontsovskaya, 43, bld. 1, Moscow, 109147
Holder name:....... Elena S.
Mon Sep 09, 2019 11:22 pm
Today I have the remarkable mood. I think about our meeting and I'm happy.
I want to tell you that I was wait this moment all my life and I thank the
destiny that I find you . I trust you and love you I'm sure that it's
not mistake and you are the All for me in this world! Please tell me
my importance for you, I want to know all what you think and feel. I want
to be the part of you. I want that we will be together always. Whe we will
meet we will speak about many things. I so want it soon, I want to see your
face, to see your eyes, to hear your voice. I want to take your hand and
feel your love. There are many good things in this world but the best thing
is love, I found it and I don't want to lose it, I'll do all for our love
We will meet soon . I do all for our meeting because I LOVE YOU !!!!!
Wed Sep 11, 2019 10:12 pm
I am broken!!!!. I have given you correct number of the account. Can you that have made that not truly in bank????
I can open still the account. But in bank have told he can be only for euro. Or Use I can receive money through ww w.sendvalu.com.
It is the Swiss company. It is necessary to do translation through card. I send you the information for sendvalu.com.
I wait your answer