Thu Jul 25, 2019 12:55 am
Hi, my new friend !Thanks for your message!
My old email sometimes bears crash. I write to you with new email. Write to me here.
I am new to this internet and dating scene.
First of all I want to apologize, that I did not answered you for
a long time. Please do not be angry with me. Unfortunately I had
no opportunity to write to you sooner. Please forgive me for a delay. I
hope you are not offended. I hope you will write me and will not hold
evil. I am very glad that you have answered my letter. Thank you that you
have found time for answer. I do not know what to write to you in my first
letter because I never wrote letters and did not get acquainted on the
Internet before. But I think will be correct if I will start to tell about
me from the very beginning because I was first, who has written first
letter. I really do not know as far as my life is interesting to you, but
I think, if something will be not interestingly for you, you will tell me
about it. Probably I should begin my letter with the most important thing
as I have not told to you about it in my first message to you. Probably
you will be very much afflicted when you find out that I live not in your
country. But I very much hope that it does not frighten you, because
I the same lady like many other ladies living in the different countries.
I the same person with heart and soul. And if your interest is not limited by
distance or borders, I really will be very glad. My country is Russia. Our
country is located on continent named Eurasia. Russia is very big state(country)
and occupies very big area. Capital of Russia is Moscow. I was born and I live
now in village Borskoe. In Russia the village is a small settlement
in which just a few thousand, or a few hundreds inhabitants.
Probably if you want to have the best representation about where I live,
I should tell to you that my village is located close to the big city
named Samara. It's our regional center.
Very big city. Samara is located on distance of
850 kilometers from Moscow. In the childhood I dreamed to be
a ballerina or figure skater. But at conscious age my interests have
changed. When I has appeared before a choice - where to receive higher
education, I have understood that I want to be a economist(bookkeeper).
I always showed big interest to knowledge of this area. On this, at that time
I already knew absolutely exact that I will be bookkeeper, and I do not regret
about my choice. My education consist of three steps. School - College -
University. I began to get education in the comprehensive school. After
I finished it I entered the college. I finished it with excellent
results and entered the University. I work as a bookkeeper. Very interesting work though many
my girlfriends disagree with me. I already spoke you that my name is
Elena. But in Russia actually each name has some forms, for example
such as - the reduced form or the diminutive-caressing form or pet name.
On this also my names is - Lena or Lenusik . Bradley I
to share with you my pictures, My height is 170 cm-5 feet 7 inches. My weight is 57 kg- 125 pounds.
My birthday is on the 17th of October 1984. I am 34 years old.
I understand that all people have various tastes and interests,
but I sincerely hope that my picture and my appearance will
be pleasant for you. But if my appearance doesn't conform to your tastes
and interests, I will understand you, of course. I the optimist at heart
and it's frequently helps me in my life. I already adult woman, and I look
at a life with a philosophical shade. But as though I did not try to
inspire myself that I absolutely happy woman, I cannot do it. I have good
friends, I have work and an house. But there are things without
which people cannot be happy. And for me it's not material things, but
spiritual. I have written to you the first and it means that I am ready to
share with you my thoughts. I am very glad and grateful to you for that
that you have answered me because I have decided to take only one chance
in dialogue through e-mail. And if my letter to you would remain without
your answer, I think I would not use this way second time. Anyhow, I hope
that you, as well as I, have interest in our dialogue, and I will wait
your answer. In the end of my letter I want to ask you the most banal
questions. I want to ask you what music you like, what movies you prefer
and have-whether favourite movie. These questions are really interesting
for me because I like American movies. I with
pleasure will tell to you about it in my next letter if you really want to
learn more about me. Do you like your job, Bradley? Have you ever had
experience in correspondence with a friend from other country? Maybe you
more skilled in this plan than I'm? I thank you for your answers
beforehand. If you do not want to answer these questions, please do not
answer. It simply my female curiosity.
I am sorry once again that I did not answer your letter for a long
time. Forgive me, but I had no opportunity to take advantage of a
computer. I will explain to you later - why. With the best regards.
P.S. By the way your message went to my spam folder and to me have
recommended to place you in a "favorite list". You can too place me
in a "favorite list". And all my messages will always get in yours inbox.
Probably these days. I cannot answer quickly. I shall be in official journey.
Do not lose me. I shall answer as soon as possible.
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Tue Jul 30, 2019 12:33 am
How your day was? I hope you are glad to receive my letter.
I hadn't time to tell about it in my last letter. I write to you letters
on my job because I have no a personal computer. The computer is in an
accounting department. Lady who works with a computer will sometimes allow
me to use a computer in my interests, but only when this lady has a free
time. It depends not on me unfortunately. I work five days in a week -
from Monday till Friday. It is the standard established in Russia.
Therefore I will be not capable to write to you and to receive your
letters on Saturday and on Sunday. But sometimes I work on Saturday and
even on Sunday. It is called maintenance standby. On this maybe
I will can write to you letters even on Saturday or on Sunday. Maybe.
Do you want to know how I will write to you my letters? I write to
you letters during all my working day by small parts - in those short time
intervals when the computer will not be occupied. And something else. I have
been warned that our computer has dependent system of sending of mail. My
letters will be sent only after service mail which is sent two times in
day - at midday and after finish of the working day. Probable, my letter
will be sent automatically after finish of the working day. Working day in
our company comes to an end at 22.00, but my working day comes to an
end at 17.00. Oh! I promised you to tell what music I like.
Now I have some free minutes and with pleasure will spend this time to
tell to you about my interests. I like various music. All depends on mood.
I like to listen classical music. I like Dunaevski And Chajkovsky. I like
to listen simply instrumental music. Such music allows to relax and have a
rest. With such music I like to reflect. I like to listen to guitar
masterpieces of Joe Satriani. I very much like group Dire Straits. I like
Pink Floyd. They are not similar to anybody. It is great group. I like
Madonna, Robbie Williams and George Michael and many others.
I like many Russian musicians. For example Philip
Kirkorov, Valeria or groups: Chaif, Splin. But you probably do not know
them. I very much like cinema. In Russia create few good movies. I like
works of such directors as Tarkovsky, Konchalovsky, Mikhalkov. My
favourite movies - Siberian Barber and Tired by the Sun. It's masterpieces
of the Russian cinema. The American movies in Russia use huge popularity.
The American movies is considered the greatest. I very much like the
American movies and I like many American actors. I like movies such as
The Sixth Sense, the Rainman, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Gone
with the Wind, Magnificent Seven, the Godfather, Groundhog day, The
Scent of a Woman. My favourite actors are Russel Crow, Mel Gibson
Bruce Willis, Al Pacino, Kevin Costner, Samuel L. Jackson, Julia
Roberts, Tom Hanks, Demi Moore, Kevin Spacey. My hobby is the English
language(if it's possible to tell so). I have loved English long ago, when
I studied at school. In Russia the program of training necessarily includes
foreign language, as a rule - English, German or French. I have entered in
group of the English language and I am happy that I made it.
After school, I continued studying of English language
at the university.
What else to tell about me? I never was married and I haven't
children. I am lonely and the reason of my loneliness not only in me.
However, I do not know if it interestingly for you. I live honestly, and
it brings pleasure to me. I am optimist and I like to smile, because a
smile - mirror of soul. For happiness is not required many things.
Likely the main thing that does not suffice me now is love. People without
love cannot be happy. But when near there is a close person whom you love,
life becomes fine irrespective of where you live and what you have. But
the loneliness fills a life with sadness. But I do not want to speak about
sadness anymore. I am glad that I have an opportunity to write to you and
I am glad that you write to me. And at present it really causes a smile on
my face. I should finish my letter.
I hope to receive your letter soon. Sincerely and with the best regards.
Thu Aug 01, 2019 12:35 am
Good afternoon, ! (English)
Dobryi den' ! (Russian)
These days I am borrowed with official journeys. I shall soon write much more often.
I am frankly glad that again I have a possibility to write you. I a thought,
what it am mutual? I have no house a computer, and I write to you from work.
But I not always can use a computer, for the letter to you. I have no
WhatsApp the messenger or viber or Skype.
I shall continue the story about me, that we could learn each other
better. I began to get education in the secondary comprehensive school, in Samara.
After I finished it I entered the Samara Institute on faculty of economy.
I finished it with excellent results. Then me have taken for work.
I cannot write to you more in detail about my work, it is the state secret (smile).
I work on the Aircraft factory. This aircraft factory works on military orders.
For it I cannot have modern cell phone. Mine cell phone is absent camera
and the Internet. Also in mine cell phone there is no international call.
He can call only inside the country.
But I can write to you much about me and my life. I already wrote you, that I was
brought up by mom. I the only child in family. I have no any brothers and sisters
and no any relatives. Therefore I have matured early. I very much have early
learned how to cook, tidy up the house, and to erase linen. Mom worked, and all
our home was on me. I did not have time for play with friends. I never, had no
many friends. My family and my best friend was my mom. 4 years ago she has died.
It was the big loss for me. The life has forced me, to be independent,
responsible, serious and strong. But I do not regret about anything. All it was useful
in my life very much, because I live absolutely alone already for 4 years.
I have reconciled and have got accustomed to everything, except for loneliness.
The loneliness in soul kills me from within. I want to find serious strong
attitudes which will be surrounded love, trust and understanding. I am looking
for a man to share lifelong love. The life without love, loses the sense and value
in life. The life to become empty and meaningless. I do not want to live in empty
and senseless. For love there are no barrier and borders. If I will find love, for
me also there will be no barrier, borders and distances.
I want to find a man with kind heart. I love kindness and I hate a rage.
For me the most important in a man - honesty and kindness. Without this is
impossible to create the world of harmony and love. Roughness destroys love.
I am ready to give all my love to a man who also is ready to give me his love.
I think that in any relations the main thing - mutual respect and mutual
understanding. I think it not so a lot. The rest is not important for me.
Kindness. Honesty. Respect. My village very small, probably therefore I have
not found worthy the man.
I want someone who take the vows of marriage very seriously. I want that
he was my best friend, my lover, and my husbend all of times. I am a very loving
person and if I will give my love to someone I will be totally devoted to him.
I will be true to my soul-mate in any way, and I look for someone who would be
as well true to me. I want someone with whom I share all of my joys of life,
and who will be with me in sad days.
I want to find the partner in life to enjoy life together and to go in the
future together. I want to find a man who will be my support and protection.
I want to find a man, with whom we will create the world of love, kindness and
honesty. I want to see in a man - honesty and kindness. It's main thing because
the lie and a rage spoil any relations. I want to find the guy who in reply to
my love will present to me his love. Heart of a man is most important.I have
very quiet and counterbalanced character. I am very slow to anger and am rarely
upset with anyone or anything. I believe life is too short for bad feelings.
I have soft and quiet character. What character you have?
I shall soon have a vacation. Approximately In the end of August. I yet do not know exact date.
If I shall visit your area. You not against our meeting???
You not against to meet me???
Now I should finish the letter, and exempt a computer.
I with impatience shall wait your answer.
Good-bye . (English)
Do svidaniya . (Russian)
Yours friend Elena.
Sat Aug 03, 2019 9:48 pm
Today I had so much work that I was afraid that I wouldn't have time
to get your letter. And I have to say that this frightened me. But now
I have found free time and very glad. Then now I am smiling and have a good mood.
As matter of fact I have always dreamt to have some pets - a cat or a
dog. But when I think that a little puppy will wait for me at home
alone I feel pity. That's why I don't have pets. I always wait for
weekends with impatience, because I get tired mentally and physically
at the work. That's why weekends are the only possibility for me to
rest and to get new forces. Weekends I spend differently. Sometimes I
want simply to rest in my apartment. I like my apartment - little and
cosy. On weekends I always clean the apartment properly. I like purity.
And though I always try to keep my apartment clean, there is always
something to do about the house on weekends. But when I want really to
relax I listen to music or read books. I like to read books especially
historical novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I like to
spend time in nature in the open air very much. The camping is very
popular in Russia. I adore to go to the forest and to live in a tent
though now I have seldom such an opportunity. I like to look at night
fire. I like to look at the stars very much. In August the sky is
strewed with stars. It is incredible beautiful. I like to cook on the
fire. There is no more wonderful when in the air the fragrances of
forest, river and smoke mix together. I am romantic undoubtedly. I
really like cooking. I know that I do it well, because I started
cooking from childhood. My mother taught me many things including
cooking. She said: "Lady who can cook well don't have disadvantages and
demerits, because tasty food is a way to the man's heart. May be she is
right. I like Russian dishes and my favourite dish is hodgepodge ( in
Russian we call it okroshka). I am not sure if you know such dish. This
is a Russian national dish.
What dishes do you prefer ?
You have not sent the picture.I wish to see your picture
I have to finish. I hope my letter was not stodgy and uninteresting. I will wait
for your letter with impatience. I wish you peace and kindness.
Fri Aug 09, 2019 1:22 am
Hi, my dear friend ! I hope you not against if I say so.
Thank you for your letter. From day to day I feel more necessity to
get your letter. My mood has become better again when I have got your
By the way, when I came to work today my mood was bad, because my
girl-friend fell ill and now she is in the hospital. The saddest thing
is that she has birthday today. She is 34 years old today.
Unfortunately she will spend her birthday in the hospital. But have
already talked with the doctor and I will be allowed to spend the
evening in the her chamber. In the evening I will bake a cake, buy
balloons and go to the hospital. I want very much that she have good
mood on her birthday. This my best friend.I have only one real
female friend - Victoria. Victoria is that lady who is in the hospital. We
are friends for 25 years already. Victoria and I are like
sisters.Victoria and I like to walk. Usually we walk in the park. But
also we like to spend time in Victoria vegetable garden. She lives in
an old wooden house. I don't know if you have seen such houses. This
are the houses which were built before the second world war, in the
fortieth years. These are very old houses which don't have bath and
running water. So people have to take water outside in the well or in a
pit. In modern world such conditions seem very terrible, but this is
really so. We like to spend time in Victoria vegetable garden. There
she grows potato, tomatos and cucumbers not to buy them in the market,
because in winter the prices of these products rise very high. Every
winter Victoria and I make a big Snowman by big snow balls. We make a
carrot instead of nose and potatos instead of eyes. It is very funny.
All neighbor's children come to see it. First time we made such a
Snowman 20 years ago. Since that time we do every year. This is a
tradition for us. We pour it with water to cover with ice. So it stands
for the whole winter.
I like Borskoe. Many people in our village know each
other. We have little buildings - maximum 2 floors. Victoria says that
she wants to live in a big city. I don't know where it is better. Big
city is a big traffic, fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires,
lightning shop windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks,
attractions, theatres. It is wonderful, of course I like it. But our
village is a fresh air, a lot of trees and birds, silent and comfort no
hubris and vanity inherent for big cities. We have a lot of small and
large lakes and rivers. The places are very beautiful. If there were no
criminal the place could be considered as a paradise. But alas, the
criminal in small cities, as well as in the big cities is an integral
part our life. Unfortunately criminal in Russia is situated on a very
high level. But I don't want to tell about sad things.
Did I tell you that I can play guitar? I like to play guitar and to
sing songs. One famous musician said that a woman with a guitar looks
as absurdly as a woman with a paddle. But I don't agree with him.
Several times Victoria and I went to the festival of bard song. This is
a place on the coast of the river where a lot of people come from all
the country. At night the coast is covered by thousand lights from
fires. Huge raft having the form of a guitar is established right on
water and everybody who desires sing songs together with famous bard
singers. This is a unique festival.
I have to finish my letter. I don't want but I have to. Today when I
will come to Victoria to hospital, we will speak about you. She likes
to ask about you and I like to tell her. I wanted to ask you what makes
you happy ? In a picture I and my girlfriend Victoria.
Sincerely yours and with best wishes.
Tue Aug 13, 2019 12:13 am
Where you???? I hope shall receive from you. Some short lines.
The day is wonderful today.
To add to all this I have got your letter and my happiness
doesn't have limits. And what about your weather? May be today after work
I will go home by foot. I like to walk along the street and to breath
fresh air. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home.
It is very boring and lonely at home. Sometimes I
don't mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to
talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to have fun. But my
home is empty and I have to be in full solitude. And my good mood
disappears. I simply sit down in an arm-chair and look at the window. And
when the silence deafen me when I hear as My blood flows in my veins, I hear
movement of my eyelashes, at that moment becomes unbearably and my heart
compresses. I don't know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or
read a book. But in some moment I understand that I just deceive myself.
In fact I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend
evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about
tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I
don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate
it. But enough about it.
I will be very grateful to you if you will send me your picture.
I often remember childhood. I always dreamed to become a grown
up as soon as possible. As every child I completely believed that grownups
don't have problems at all. I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of
course, the world of dreams is an illusive world. We live in a real life,
so we can't to sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for long. When
a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment.
Practically dreams do not always realize. It happens that you use all
power, all aspiration to make the dream come true. But as much you try,
not all in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not
come true, as though you did not try, dream ceases to be that star, which
was for you lighthouse in ocean of the life, which illuminated your way.
But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreames and
hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. The dreams
are those things that do us people that distinguishes us from the whole
rest alive world. The dreams contribute variety in ordinary and grey life.
The dreams force to think, analyse, choose and come to a conclusion. The
Faith and Hope - an eternal satellites of our lifes. And regardless of
what waits you at the end, joy of the victories and subordinated tops we
remember better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. You agree
with me?I am surprised that I write you all this. I have never had a
person, with whom I could share my thoughts. But now I have found you, and
I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something
superfluous forgive me please. Do you like when your friends come to your
home? I will wait for your letter
Fri Aug 16, 2019 12:23 am
Hi my friend, !!!!
I am very glad that you have written. Many thanks. You have again
raised my mood and have placed a happy smile on my face.
I will be very grateful to you if you will send me your picture.
Earlier I always went with an thought that you
probably yet have not written, but today for the first time I went with an
thought that your letter waits for me already. I went on the street and I
smiled. I could not hide my smile. People which passed near to me looked
back on me. Ladies in Russia smile rarely, because life is filled with
different problems, cares, difficulties and obstacles. All this prevails
over little fortunes which the lady has in her life. In Russia the lady
stands on the same stair as the man already for a long time. She can do
the same work as the man can. Very often In Russia the lady does the man's
work - the heavy physical work. In the 19th century one Russian poet wrote
about Russian woman: "Russian woman can enter in the burning house and she
can stop frightened horse running towards her". The only thing she lacks
is simple warm and caress, which she wants to receive from a man. This is
the problem of Russian men. The Russian lady does everything for the man
but doesn't get anything from him. All what she needs is at least a couple
of tender words and gentle touching of his hands. Is it really so
difficult? Is it really difficult to present your lady a romantic evening
and a supper with candles? In Russia as a rule such gift give lady for a
man, but not a man for lady. When a woman carry heavy bags in the street
no man will help her, he will only turn his look away and go farther.
That's why the Russian lady never feels happy at her heart.
Russian men, practically all of them, usually treat to
ladies disrespectfully. They consider that woman only have to work, to
cook, to wash cloths and entertain the man when he wants. For the Russian
man it is a usual thing to offend a woman. I like to cook and to wash
cloths but sometimes I would like to receive simple caress, love and
attention. I don't want to offend all the men. Of course there are good
men in Russia, but there are few of them. Men frequently speak dirty words
(not normative lexicon) when speak with lady and consider that in it there
is nothing bad.
I had boyfriend. We had good time together. He was kind. But he liked
to drink. When he got drunk he became an absolutely other person. He
talked with me with bad and dirty words. The time passed and his love to
alcohol became a habit. He became another person - rude and evil. Has
taken a great interest in beating me, frequently struck and knocked me by
hands and the next day he smiled and talked with me as if nothing had
happened. I began to be afraid of him and and I have left him. My soul was
wounded very much. After this I couldn't make myself get acquainted with
another man. Now I don't trust Russian men. I am afraid to give my love
but get in lieu thereof the roughness.
If you have disagreements with lady, you can apply roughness?
Do you capable to transform quarrel into the peace, pleasure and a smile?
Mon Aug 19, 2019 11:42 pm
Hi, my far, but dear friend .
Many thanks for your letter. I am
really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have
I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations
which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my heart say
me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My heart and
my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a part
of our friendship and I should share it with you.I didn't want to offend or
upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something wrong
may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right now,
but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost when I
have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I
feel contentment and joy when I think of you.
I have never done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship
halfway across the world), and I might have much to learn about how to
proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to succeed
if that is your desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the
best friends possible, which trust and share with each other everything
that they feel. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to you,
and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and
understand. I believe that I have been put through
trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of
my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the
love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that
my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than
mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable with
sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more
intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes, your
feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a level
that goes way beyond mere friendship. Please do not think me foolish for
thinking these things, I believe that in order for anything to succeed,
you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you
close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life we
could share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. I
really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to believe
in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could
become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way, but
here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is something
that is more similar to a Mirage or self-deception, rather than mutual
feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I hope that I am
not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share with
you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to
say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten
something important that I wanted to share with you. Bradley, when I
speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone
This, is that for me is the most important and significant in all limits
of my character, my soul and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me
with so much kindness and care, they express the beauty within you. I
think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be,
and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to
change my mind even a little bit. I want to reduce essence of all my
letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all
my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to tell
that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our
friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose
a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple
friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope that my letter
finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that every yours wish you
have comes true one day. I will look forward to your reply as always with
anticipation and impatience....
By the way, you have not reacted in any way to my request to send me
your picture. Can I hope you will send me your picture?
Thu Aug 22, 2019 12:39 am
Hi my !
How your mood? Any your mood today I want to try to make even better.
This morning I didn't go to my job, because this morning I flew to my
job. Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was first who came to the
office. And I was happy all the day. My colleagues were surprised. They
have asked me why I'm so happy. And I have simply answered that I have
good mood. I have understood long ago but was afraid to admit to itself,
that I have found to you feeling which did not feel before. I want to
understand what in my heart. I want to feel your breath. I don't know,
what's happened with me. Likely I can be named strange lady, but I have
grown fond of your soul and heart. The rest is not important for me. For
me the material world is not important. Only the world of calmness,
fidelity and pure heart. It didn't happen to me before.
I'm glad that I have friend ,
Tell me about your thoughts and dreams. I want
to know all about you. Absolutely all! BUT! Yesterday my boss
informed me that I will have a vacation approximately in 2 or 3 weeks.
Last night I thought of us. About you and about me. About us together.
I couldn't fall asleep.I thought what I can do to see you.
I decided to spend this vacation with you. I thought what can I do to meet you.
Simply to meet. It's all that I want now. I have a passport, but I don't a
visa to your country.
Today I have addressed visas agency. They have told that I will must visit set of various
departments, state and medical institutions.
It is necessary to wait for a long time the queue. It is a usual way of
getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for some weeks or
even months. Besides if my application will not be approved, it will turn
out that I squander money all for nothing. I said I can't wait so long. To
me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make all in
faster terms if to use full package of service. Full package of service
includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular
services, preparation for Interview with commission, interview.
but the visas agency remove all problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive
delays. I asked how long time it will take to get a visa If to use a full
package of service. They have answered that it will take about one week.
Maybe 2 weeks if there will be some troubles. I have told that this
variant satisfies me and I agree. I have asked, whether there will be
troubles with visa, because there were the terrible sanctions actions.
I was answered that they will request
information about me in the police. And if in the police they will be
answered that I the law-abiding citizen, I will get the visa. I have never
outraged the law. And I have never done anything unlawful. I will have
preparation for interview. It will help me to receive the visa. And I
really have registered the visa application with great belief and with
great hope that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope
that you want to meet me. I really want to give you a gift - our meeting
though I am not sure if you really want to meet me. Can you imagine that
if everything will be well, in two weeks we can meet? If it would happen,
would be it as a gift for you? Would be you happy if we could spend some
I understand that our relations are not long yet. Many years I ask
myself one question: "Why everything depends on money?" I think that the
money is not main thing in life. The main is when the people can and want
to understand each other. I have a wild desire to meet you, to embrace
you. I have some savings. I do not want to cause you a monetary outlay. I
will make all myself.
I know that you did not expect that I will tell all this. But it is
possible to wait eternally. But in fact nobody knows that waits for us
tomorrow. Maybe such opportunity will not be presented any more. I have
opened to you my heart and soul. I speak what I feel. I am not confused by
my feelings. I speak straight and openly. The loneliness has made me
courageous. You can think that I hurry events. But I have found new
feeling which never had. I am happy right now. I seem I has found what
searched for long time. In Russia speak: "under a lying stone the water
doesn't flow ". It mean that it is necessary to do a step onward to
achieve something. I am afraid to lose an opportunity to communicate with
you because I cannot eternally use office computer. But I will receive
soon a vacation. During all my life I spent my vacation in my village. But
now I can spend my vacation with my friend, with you! It is big happiness.
I should use this opportunity. In my heart never was such confidence and
feeling. And I am afraid to lose it. May be I hurry events, but I am
afraid that all will be terminated, and then I will go mad. You my dear
friend, and friends meet sometimes. I shall receive a vacation, it's my
vacation and I want to spend it with my dear friend. I think it will be
wonderful. I apologize, if have offended you. I hope, that you do not
regard my words as impudence. I simply want to meet and spend some happy
days with you. What will be after, I do not know. But all people meet. The
distance does not frighten me. But without a meeting there can not be a
continuation. I hope, that your feelings to me have not changed after
that. But I want to see you to slightly becalm my tormented heart. Tell me
please, can you meet me? Tell me please, you will be glad to meet me? You
will be glad if I will arrive to you?
I believe and I hope that I have not angered and have not offended
you. I believe and I hope that you have feelings to me. I believe and I
hope that you want to meet me. It can be outlined in advance by destiny. I
sincerely hope that my letter has brought pleasure to you. And I sincerely
hope that you want to meet me to spend some time together. And I sincerely
hope that you would be happy to meet me. Would you be happy?
Inform me what international airport close to you???? It will be better a alphabetic international code of the airport.
Much tenderness from Elena!!!
Sat Aug 24, 2019 12:39 am
Privet moya lyubov . (Russia)
Hi my love . (English)
When I see your letter, my heart is similar to a bird in a cage. Wants to
depart a breast and to fly to you. I never experience before similar.
Excuse me, that my letter will not be so long(smile). I have not enough
time with official registration of papers.
To begin carry out our meeting I'll be engaged in the international
documents, passage of a medical commission and other things to prepare the
document of travel in your country.
I'm missing you. When I go to bed I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking
about your letters. I think how it's good that I have met you in the Internet.
If I was told before, that I will meet my love in the Internet, I would not
believe this man. I would think, that this man is crazy or joker. But it has
happened. It has happened not to somebody but to me. And I'm glad that the people
invented the Internet. I didn't think that it's possible to find my only love in
the Internet. But I have found.
I have written this letter and recalled. I have forgotten to send you
my kiss. I'm kissing you my love. KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS.
With all my love. (English)
So vsey moey lyubov`yu. (Russia)
Your love forever Elena.