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From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Tue, Sep 3, 2024
Subject: Hi my dear
To:


Hi my dear ,

Dear , I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is
available, but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the
ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the
ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel agency,
and will tell, that my documents are completely ready for arrival to
you.

I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be
thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then
I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess
that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody
special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I
have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along
doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other
people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to
be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn
how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that
possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has
happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the
other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that
I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I
like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as
careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So
why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others,
by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as
possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to
do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the
other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I
would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live
the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can
achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much
more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and
make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would
be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much
as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a
relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what
it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and
trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there
is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of
love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live,
to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that
can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing
will be addressed, how well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we
will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have
shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something
great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every
day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient
and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses.
Yours Parvana...

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Wed, Sep 4, 2024
Subject: Hello my dearest
To:


Hello my dearest ,

I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will
be able to see you in person!!! I addressed the company which sells
tickets in Halifax (YHZ). I asked them how much it would cost. They
said that the ticket would cost 1827 usd. I asked them to find a
cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. I asked them to
offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable
flight is on September, 17th. The ticket costs 1548 usd I asked the to
reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that
they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without
advance money. I was imploring them. But it did not work. The rules
are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if
I could give just a part of the money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance is
waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out
of crying. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very
difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would
have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay 1548 usd. But
it was too much for me, because I had only 627 usd. I asked to wait
for me during 12 hours. I went out of the room. Girlfriend met me at
the door. I told her everything. She understood everything and advised
me to pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me
to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Girlfriend. But at the
same time I want to meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 276 usd
and I paid the part of the ticket price 903 usd. It was my last money,
it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. I must pay the
rest of the money for the ticket it's just 645 usd. I must pay it till
the September, 17th. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and
I will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures will be sold by
the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what I promised to
come to you with my own money. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. 390 usd which I have paid for the visa and
903 usd which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. I will
give you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you
offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed.
But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you
answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my
flight:

Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Fri, Sep 6, 2024
Subject: Hello my dear love
To:


Hello my dear love ,

Darling , I have read your last letter. I would not want that
you thought of me as about the deceiver.

I wish to tell, that I heard about many people who have got acquainted
through the Internet, and then have left in your country. What with
these people??? Men met them, and then have taken away the passport.
What have they made with these girls??? They have sold them in sexual
slavery, beat them, held in a cellar, scoffed... As result - thousand
broken destinies, thousand lost girls, thousand unfortunate relatives
which search for them till now... Though someone builds on it
business. Someone receives huge incomes of sale of people!!!!!! What
do you think of it??? Our TV very often warns us about danger of
acquaintance. Mass media always speak about difficulties which can
arise at visiting of your country... You not the maniac??? You not the
seller of the live goods??? You not the souteneur??? Certainly, you
will tell, that you not one of these people. Certainly, you will tell,
that you the good person. But all will be found out only after my
visiting, after our meeting!!! When I have gathered in your country, I
listened to the heart. My heart is said to me, that by you the good
person. I listened to own feelings. Why you doubt me???

In the world many crimes are made. But it is not said, that by me the
criminal, does not say, that you the criminal. You understand me??? If
someone from your country used girls for sexual slavery, it does not
mean, what you have been connected with this person??? I correctly
speak??? If someone has taken advantage of your kindness and took from
you money does not say, that I would like to steal your money also. I
correctly think??? When I have gathered in your country. I carefully
prepared for our meeting. I have understood, all dangers which can be
in your country. But I risked for the sake of own happiness. I have
run risks for the sake of our general future, for the sake of love.
Because I understand, that differently it is impossible. If we think
of dangers it is better to sit houses it is better not to get
acquainted with anybody on the Internet. You understand me??? I once
again wish to tell, that our relations are under construction on
trust. I hope, you will believe!!! Only so it is possible to construct
love, relations, a family, happiness. I hope, that more you will not
torment me. I look forward to hearing from you.

Your love Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Mon, Sep 9, 2024
Subject: Hello my darling
To:


Hello my darling ,

Darling , today I have read your letter. I have understood
your thoughts. I wish to explain you some things. You should
understand, that I have passed through much that my visa has been
approved. I have overcome many barriers. I have achieved visa
approval. Now there was one step. I need to pay 645 usd and our
meeting will be real.

You should understand me. I have made all that was in my forces. I as
tried to go to the friends. But all my attempts to find money were
vain. Only my girlfriend has agreed to sell the gold for the sake of
our meeting. And I am immensely grateful to it for it. I know, that
she very much worries about me, and our relations. Now all hope only
on you my love . To me any more to whom to address for the
help. I know, you never will leave me. I trust you. I know, you the
real man. And you will find a way to help me. There was only 1
variant, it is your help. You understand me?

I when was not outside of Azerbaijan. I wished to meet you, wished to
develop our relations, our love, wished to study culture, traditions
which exist in your country, I wished to visit historical places,
locks. You understand me? I hope, that you understand. I hope, that
you will help. All hope only on you my love . I hope, that
you will find a way to help our meeting. If you help, we can meet each
other. I promise, that you will not regret that helped our meeting. I
will make all that we were happy. I promise you it!!!!!!

I hope, that soon we will meet and with laughter we will recollect our
last letters. I wait your answer.

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Tue, Sep 10, 2024
Subject: Hello my
To:


Hello my ,

You should understand that our destiny depends on you. , I
very much want to you on a visit. I really very much wish to develop
our relations, our love. You mean for me much. If you can help our
meeting, you never will regret about it. Please, do not do to me
painfully. All depends on you. All depends on your help. You should
know, that you can change our destiny. It depends on you. You
understand? 645 usd is so much money what can solve destiny of two
people??? Or money for you means more than our love, our relations? I
hope, that you appreciate our relations. I hope, that you be able make
our meeting a reality.

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Wed, Sep 11, 2024
Subject: Hello my
To:


Hello my ,

You should understand that is necessary for you. I have got tired of
all it. I want definiteness. I want the concrete decision. I wish to
be convinced that you - my future husband. I wish to be assured that
mine the future husband never will throw me in a trouble. I wish to be
assured, that my husband will choose not money, and me!!! I need to be
convinced that on a way to our love there will be no money!!! You
understand me??? Please, think that for you is important - money or
our relations, our love.

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Thu, Sep 12, 2024
Subject: Hello my
To:


Hello my ,

I spoke about a problem to all friends. I have told about a problem to
all colleagues on work. I contacted relatives of friends... All these
days I cannot sleep. I cannot accept food. I have grown thin for some
kgs. We very many have made. We have done the big work, have overcome
many barriers. You understand me? These days our destiny should dare.
These days the destiny of our meeting dares. I do not wish to
surrender. You hear me??? I do not wish to throw all. I do not wish to
lose you. If you can help 645 usd, our meeting will be real. You
understand me??? I very much hope for your help. I hope, that joint
efforts we will overcome these difficulties. I wish to be with you. I
hope, that you will help our meeting. After arrival in your country, I
will thank you for the help.

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Fri, Sep 13, 2024
Subject: Hello my
To:


Hello my ,

I spoke about a problem to all friends. I have told about a problem to
all colleagues on work. I contacted relatives of friends... All these
days I cannot sleep. I cannot accept food. I have grown thin for some
kgs. We very many have made. We have done the big work, have overcome
many barriers. You understand me? These days our destiny should dare.
These days the destiny of our meeting dares. I do not wish to
surrender. You hear me??? I do not wish to throw all. I do not wish to
lose you. If you can help 645 usd, our meeting will be real. You
understand me??? I very much hope for your help. I hope, that joint
efforts we will overcome these difficulties. I wish to be with you. I
hope, that you will help our meeting. After arrival in your country, I
will thank you for the help.

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Mon, Sep 16, 2024
Subject: I have not received from you the letter since Wednesday, September 11, 2024
To:


Hello ,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had
remarkable time. Darling what occurs? I have not received
from you the letter since Wednesday, September 11, 2024. I very much
worry, write to me as soon as possible. I will wait your answer. I
love you!

Yours Parvana.

[Big Al]

From: Parvana <pparvanamamm@outlook.com>
Date: Tue, Sep 17, 2024
Subject: Hello my
To:


Hello my ,

I thought, that we love each other also love will win all barriers. I
do not accept many days food. I very much am nervous. I understand,
that our future now dares. Our destiny dares. I am not indifferent to
it. I love you and I wish to develop our relations. I promise, that
you when will not regret that have helped our meeting. At us now one
barrier, is payment 645 usd. If you send this money our meeting will
be real. I hope, that we can carry out our dreams as soon as possible.
If you help, our meeting becomes real. I need to pay money, and then
to wait for day of a start. I hope, that you will help. I hope you
understand me.

Yours Parvana.